sad and happy!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Salam :). Alhamdulillah today had gone well. No mishaps or unhappiness. I went to visit Nenek at TTSH. It saddens me to see her condition. She's not critically ill however she's all weak and tired. She doesn't have an appetite which makes her condition worse. I also felt bad that I couldn't fulfill my promise of staying at her house this week. ( sorry Nenek.. ) I pray that Nenek will get well soon I'Allah, and may Allah give her strenght to keep fighting for this life while it's still there. I hope anyone of you reading this will also pray for my grandmother.( Syukran )

Well enough sad story. I'Allah tmr I will meet some ppl who are precious to me. Can't wait. Hope it turns out well.

KUIS

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

These past few months have brought many changes in my life. Firstly I am no longer studying in Singapore. I am currently studying in Malaysia, specifically International Islamic University College of Selangor. I did not really find it difficult to adapt to the new atmosphere since I've been mixing and living in a life full of Malaysia since I was born ( I'm part Malaysian haha ^^ ) . I love the ambience its gives to me. Although there is a difference in the way the Malaysian and the Singaporean mingle, I see it as a new experience and knowledge. I get to learn Arabic :happy: and although my knowledge of Arabic is not much different from the time I was still in Singapore, just being able to learn this beautiful language puts me in euphoria. I hope that the decision I make is the best for me and most importantly my religion. I still have that crazy in me which I can't really decide is a good or a bad thing. Sometimes I just wish I can be a demure strict Muslimah and sometimes I just go crazy in my behaviour. However I really hope that no matter how I behave, it is still in the syariah of Islam. I miss my family and friends in Singapore of course but I have to do this for my future and to better myself. May Allah grant me and everybody else the strenght to do what is best for themselves and Islam. May Allah always grant us Taufiq and Hidayah. I'Allah....

Illaliqo' Ma'asalamah..

Back At It

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

It's been a long time since I wrote anything. I'm not really a writer, more of a talker.. ( hehehe )
I don't want to say much but I'm trying to win a self battle and I hope to win it InshaAllah. The iman of an average muslim is like a tidal wave, sometimes it's low and sometimes it's high. May Allah grant me the strenght to always keep up the level of my iman. I'Allah.